reflection

[okaeri]

It's funny how my entries here just speak of the same thing over and over again. One entry would see me crying over how this isn't just working and the next details how much I (and you... sometimes) want to make it work. It's honestly stupid and disconcerting to see me write the same things over and over again. I'm not sure what's wrong but please God tell me because it's really stressful to keep on fighting for something that might not even be right.