third

It's actually pretty amazing how it has already been three months since that funny and really surreal evening.

We spent the early evening in B's room where you asked me if you could hold me. Then it suddenly registered how we were basically spooning but really, I didn't mind. How could I?

The first time you held me, you told me how you were actually serious about having feelings for me but then you were drunk so I didn't want to do much about it. The next time you did was when I was seriously drunk and have started to say embarrassing things about my sexual preferences and was drunk enough to actually have dared to kiss you. Then it happened again when we went to Baguio where everything was like the first: only this time you weren't under the influence of anything.

Then we went to my dorm then L asked us the magic question: "ano na ba kayo?" The conversation that followed was one that's for the books. I've never talked to anyone like that though I'm glad it was with you. It's funny how it was just like that time when we spent the whole evening talking. I'm also glad you waited it out before making a move. I'm also really thankful that we're together now.

To be honest, I never would have seen myself in a relationship this soon so thank you very much for proving me wrong and actually sticking by me when I thought I wasn't likeable in that light. I'm glad to have spent the last three months with you and I know I want to stay safe and not jinx anything, I really got giddy when you said you hoped to stay like this for years and years.

Really, thank you. I love you.