moment of weakness

Now I have to admit that this is no one's fault but again: circumstance. Who am I to dictate when you can get sick, after all?

But I hope it's still human of me to feel all sorts of irritation and disappointment at how something I've planned for such a long time can again go be invalidated that fast. Especially when I planned for it with the hopes of at least seeing you properly before I leave the country again.

But well, ganun eh. Hindi ko alam kung baka dahil nasanay ka na rin siguro na pinagbibigyan ko lahat kasi kaya ko naman. Kinakaya ko naman.